You should enjoy while living

And there goes Jesus, inviting men to either come in their weak state or in their state of strength. Just like Luke, who was waiting to extort money from people. He had so much strength, he could say no to Jesus because he sure was rich and there goes the 4 disciples, who are very skilled, yet they are willing to follow Christ. Even in the temple, Jesus still invited people to be healed, he didn't force them, we always find him asking if the believe or if they want to be healed, most times, he even went as far as making them use the part of their infirmities.
Jesus isn't interested in your strength Deborah, all he is interested in is your active response to his calling. God isn't interested on how long you can pray or how much talents you have, he is interested in your response.
What do you do when he calls. You may crawl to him or if you have so much strength, run to him but his hands are always wide open to receive you.
God is in the business of teaching ladies how to war, he is waiting for all who can come, he is not waiting to see how many times you fall on your face, while you are running to him, all he want from you, is just a yes n an active response.
Just like the prodigal son, he doesn't allow you to stress so much by waiting for you to do all the long journey to him, he will come to you even though you just take a step, moreover you won't be able to come, if he didn't call you
But alot of Deborahs are not ready to respond to that call, alot of Ddeborahs are still not ready to leave the pleasures of sin,.
I tell you, you are missing so much, come enjoy eternal life, the life of God.
The life of Joy, peace n righteousness in the Holy ghost

You cant afford not to enjoy life while living n enjoying life, start the day you come to Christ