Overcoming a worrisome life

      Somehow it became part of me, I am not that person that will tell you a thing and leave you to do it,I don't know why but I will keep disturbing you until you get it done. I can disappointedly say,I worry too much.

I love talking about my childhood because I think it was very funny and I started learning life lessons from then.

I was that kid that will get home on Friday,remind my Dad about my fees which is to be paid on Monday and my sweet ,gentle Dad will promise to give me the money in the next two days which will be the Monday,you know,but as a worrisome person,I will just keep reminding him about it until the d day and many times,he would scold me and remind me about His promise. Oh Lord but it will never stop.

I still do that till today and the fear of promising me is the beginning of your peaceful living and my big sis will never joke with her peace,so whenever I want her  to do things,she will just say some thing,leaving me in a state of confusion as to whether she agreed on doing it or not but most times,I don't ask people for stuff they promised me not because I didn't remember or feel the urge to disturb them but because I am trying to overcome this frustrating and unhealthy habit.

You can comment on the reply button above if you are like that and we will love to know,if you suffered for it and if you were able to overcome this habit

Aside from the fact that it seems as if,you have trust issues,you also put pressure on the person that promised you,when you are worrisome. The person might be trying to fulfill that promise in a better way but because you won't rest and allow them do their thing,you end up getting a rushed fulfilled promise,which might not be as beautiful as planned.

That's how my relationship with God is.

I feel like,one of my biggest strength is my honesty. I just love to tell people about me because I don't want anybody to look at me and feel like,I am living a perfect life.

Yea,that is how my relationship with God is.

Most times I just worry too much.

My most used word as a Daughter of Gbile Akanni is. "I trust God to...." but do I really trust God enough?

I have caught myself drawing out a plan B often times even after committing things to God's hands. So I can boldly tell you that,this blog is a message to me also..

How do you feel when you try to borrow something from a friend and they refuse to give you because they don't trust you. It is very painful and sad and you might just leave them after a failed effort of trying to convince them.

Do you think God feels the same way about you when you don’t trust him with what you’re holding onto?

He will not leave us but he sure would be disappointed in us.

One thing I have come to understand over time is that,you will trust someone you know.

They are just some people that have proven to be trust worthy over time,those kind of people,we can easily lean on them.

One quality of God I love so much,even though I still find it difficult to leave things at His feet,is His Faithfulness.

It is beautiful that we have a God that have proven to be trust worthy.

He gave us so much hope through His unfailing words. To me,that's the second most beautiful part of God,the first is His Love.

He keeps to His words.

Now,He told us about how powerful His name is,so powerful that it can save men.

Just by calling His name,you will be saved but, I am so excited about the but.

When He got to His words,He said, "Heaven and Earth shall pass away but not an iota of my word shall be unfulfilled" and in another place,He said "He honour His word even more than His name" all paraphrased.

We must know that God is big about keeping His words,this is the hope we have as Christains,I tell you the truth and it is so exciting.

So,we must learn to build a strong relationship with God so as to build our trust in Him.

One thing we must do also,is to learn to hear His voice.

Often times,when I get worried,I realized that the antidote to my worried heart is God's word,so I just go to Him,pray about the problem again and allow Him encourage me.

I have a phobia for road,so most times when I am traveling,I get really scared and I just make sure I get calmed enough to hear Him repeat the words He always say to me. "Daughter,you can't die by road accident,so why are you scared"

God's word written in the Bible is everything,you don't have to hear His voice loud and clear,you have His word written down for you,learn to feed on it until you can feel it. Until it becomes your reality. Until it can pop up whenever you are loosing your trust for Him.

Let's learn to trust God again

You can't receive anything if you don't believe in Him.